Tuesday, August 25, 2009 Y
hello babies. okay now blogger very good. know how to behave alrdy. syabas. i have alot of things to menyenyeh about so lets get sexy.k ignore that get sexy thing. im listening to that song now. so ya. first of all, thank u very much bai and ayu. omg korang really so sweet. ayu so sweet to text me how i was doing and she really made my day because before that i was having one hell of a time at work coz it was damn mendak i almost died. so ya ayu really made my day yesterday. then so i went home early yesterday coz there wasnt much to do at work. and by midnight, i was starting to worry like nonsense about fareez azhar, i texted bai. like duh bai was alrdy aslp and i wasnt really expecting a reply anyways coz i only mengadu abit. then this morning after sahur, i actually got a text from bai. he was saying that fareez will be okay and all, that everything will be ok and all. he was assuring me that nothing's gg to happen. i found that really nice lah. i mean, its so thoughtful of him to bother to reply to my crappy text, and not only that, he was trying his best to assure me. now how nice are my bf's friends, tell me. and not only that, when fareez was still in confinement the other time, his friends actually brought me out to cheer me up coz they know i got nth to do and i was rather lonely. how sweeet right!
i realised that it is not true that i have nobody when fareez is away. i have ayu who's so nice to text me, i have fareez's friends who bother to assure me that everything will be ok. i have my mother who will constantly tell me that fareez is fine, that i should stop worrying and that 6 days will be over just like that. i thank God for my very nice friends and my mother. ya, i should really stop worrying.
so anyhoooooooooooos, work just now was a-ok. was suppose to be done by 6 but then since there wasnt anything much to do, i clocked out at 5+ and decided to join my baby Ili and ina for iftar at lucky plaza- RAWON! hehehe. so i went to book tables and waited for the girls. i had so much fun talking nonsense with them. i miss Ili so badly ive not seen her in ages! and plus, omg her hair is damn gorgeous! so jambu! so then at first i thought after Iftar, i could go meet price to lepak. but then, when i heard that mel's grandma passed away, i ditched that idea and went home to get changed to go melawat.
u know it's like this week, i have 2 friends who lost their loved ones. nurul and mel both lost their grandma. i know of course theyre sad about it. but somehow, i envy them. in a way that, at least they got to spend such a long time with their grandma. they got their grandma till recently. i didnt. i lost my grandma at such a young age that i always envy my friends or cousins who have grandparents coz i dont have mine anymore. my grandparents passed away when i was very young that those very little memories that i had with them is something that i treasure the most. u know it's like some people are so much more beruntung than me. they get to have their grandma or grandpa till they are like this age now. like of course i can nvr have my grandparents again. but to me, those who only just lost their grandparents at this age, should somehow thank God because theyve been given that opportunity to be with their grandparents.
but whatever it is, my deepest condolences to nurul and mel's family.
now i want to go upload pictures on fb! toodles and tc babies :)
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withlove.
withlove.
